Weeping.. Just Can't Stop Weeping...

I never leave my girls ever before, so this is the first time... I just can't let go of the face..

So, like i've been buzzing around all the past week that I'm going to be on training in Singapore for 5 days... and like you all know (if you been reading) that I'm so excited...

Well, my second day here isn't started yet and all I can think about is going home... I'm home sick!! I can't sleep!!

Leaving my 2 babies behind really does sucks... It had me weeping all the way trough boarding, imigration and even on plane...I just can't get over those sad face... oh well... here we go again...

okay tears...not now!!!

(Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling just turned on, its my alarm)

At least it cheer me up... a little!!

Go out and smash it, like oh may God

Jump of that sofa, lets get get off!!

Suddenly I remembered the Oprah 24 Season Kick Of Party Mob Dance... it made me smile... its soo cool isn't it!!

Anyway, so far Singapore is almost like Jakarta, only the trafic jam is lighter... will post about that later..

one more thing...

Gorgeous F leave me a surprise note on my case... I found it when I arrived at the hotel and preparing my clothes for 1st day training....

Translation :

Mom, you be good in Singapore...

Me and Cute Z would like to remind you to keep your prayers so that you'll be okay...

I pray so that you could work with happy feeling...

Regards from F and Z

I Love you Mom...

That is the sweetest thing... okay... I gotta go weep again....

It going to be the longest 5 days in my life... *big sigh*

Such a sloppy ditch momma....

Jai Ho!!!!!!!

I love this song... first heard it while watching Slumdog Millionaire...

and today I ran into this song again, I heard it at the office, someone make it a cellphone ringtones... which remind me to googled the real meaning of Jai Ho that I've been planning to do BUT always forgot... 

So, I googled it, some of my friends told me that the meaning was Destiny, but according to Mr.Wiki it was "may victory be yours" or "victory/triumph to thee".....so its uplifting just like the song beat that can make you move your feet...

Like I've been telling you about my face pealing series... owkay.. this week I'm getting better... did I mention that I look horrible last week I even wear a face mask... here's a picture of me last week

I'm recovering my soul right now... hahaha... trust me I didn't take this lightly, it was quite very  stressful week... and on this 2nd week, my neck still hurts, every morning I found another new scar because I scratch it while sleeping.....but its getting better..... and yesterday morning getting ready for work, I look my self in the mirror and decided not to wear mask, I'm gaining my confidence... I decided to supported my decision and accept my condition right now.. c'mon.. it wont be long... and if anyone ever stare at me because of how I look... I'm going to ignored them...
I am getting better and better and better every day...

JAI HO!!!