I'm BACK!!

Is drizzling this morning in Jakarta, temperature is quite low but the humidity still off the hook...
not very good weather, but the drizzle remind me of Christmas morning weather... I suddenly miss Christmas....

Back from the training, the pile of delayed job is waiting at my desk and new job is also waiting...its a good trip pay in front...
Finally met my 2 angels..they all wait for me at the airport.. such a relief... give them a big hug and kisses... actually I'm the one who needed that badly... the "whats in the bag" and "what do you bring for me, mommy" question is heard right after we get in the car... lol...

I've been neglecting this blog since last week, feel like a month already...
Will start to update it again..

For now, this is some of the picture taken in SIN

In front of the famous Merlion...the trade mark of Singapore

 The girls @ Wallenius Wilhelmsen Logistics.

And the ultimate sin of all.. going to Universal Studio without the kiddos

Trust me... even though I look happy in the pic.. its really not reflecting whats on the inside... I hate going there without the kiddos... they're okay with that.. but you all mommy knows the feeling...
 
I hate not bringing my own camera... I really don't like depending on others...
But, above all the tiresome and bad feeling leaving the kids behind, I thank God and feel blessed for the chance of experiencing all that...and it gives me determination of coming back there with my family and feel the full happiness....

xoxoxoxo

...What Clings...

People are often unreasonable and self-centered
FORGIVE THEM ANYWAY
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives
BE KIND ANYWAY
If you are honest, people may cheat you
BE HONEST ANYWAY
If you find happiness, people may be jealous
BE HAPPY ANYWAY
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow
DO GOOD ANYWAY
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough
GIVE YOUR BEST ANYWAY
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God,
IT NEVER WAS BETWEEN YOU AND THEM ANYWAY

--Mother Theresa

I found this quotes on Julie's Blog Snips and Snails (please pay a visit and pray for her son ANDREW)...

I read this quote yesterday but can't stop my self to blog about it..

I often involved in a small argue with my hubby on how we shud "protect" ourselves from being fooled by others so just stop being too kind or how we have done our best but never gets the credits so don't do your best but I always stick on my thoughts that it is always between me and GOD.

I'm not trying to blame my hubby, please understand that sometimes we just ran out of patience and feels 'enough is enough'... I'm also not playing angels here.. but I know my GOD and He never fails me nor anyone else....

Mother Theresa got it all...It gives me strength... hope you do too...

P.S. Tomorrow is Vesak Day in Jakarta, so its a National Holiday... means... for a full time working mom like me... its time for family and a lot of FUN... have a BLAST weekend....

whats had been going on...

Lots had been going on over the past week... and without pictures.. thats why I'm just gonna have to tell you about it...

I've got my self into a series of face peeling.... arrghh it was one of a the longest and worst week of my life...
one day my boss came to me and said
boss : hey, i've wanted to asked you... whats with the face? is it unpurpose or you wilingly get your self into it?
me : I got my self into it boss.... *sigh*
what can I say... beauty needs sacrifice.... but when it went along I dreaded that sentences

last thursday we went to a circus.... yaayy...(still with an awfull look bcoz of the peeling) but we had a great time... especially the kids...

and on the same day I finally bought my self a pair of flat shoes, a cute one too... right in time to pull me out of my almost desperate soul....

And a friend of mine got married... very happy for them and hope they wud have a blessed one...

Today a week ago, I look like I was burned out of something but today I almost look normal, a little red but almost normal...

Have a blast coming week everyone..

Definition of beeing RicH

Boss : " What's the definition of being Rich for you?"
Me : " hhmm..... its about being grateful and feeling enough of what you have now "

And he agree...

A Pile of Wishes unGranted

Lately I've been recalling my women thingy wish list.... lots of things that haven't materialized..yet.. ;)

starting from the things I urgently needed to the non-essentials-just-for-fun-things... well the non essentials is actually choking up the list... lol... 

• In desperate need of Flat Shoes..., almost bought one last week, but after a struggling mind-thoughts and a little temptation from friends I willingly and unhesitatingly pick out a cute-good-looking-awesome black peep toe classic wedges which also already on my list before... with no regrets.... LOL  

• I'm not a bag person, I didn't have much of these on my chest and also not a brand worshiper, any kind that fits my eyes cud go down ... but always a shoulder sling bag lovers... mine is now peeling out I guess because I wear it almost everyday.... poor me... this is a real excuse to get a new one right??

• a black bolero...I had some tank tops which I would boldly wear BEFORE I got pregnant and gave birth to the ELDEST one... shut up??!! yeahh ... well I donate some, but there are few that I really love and actually just bought another last week...hehe... so this to cover up the overflowing f.a.t around my biceps... and why black?? because it matches any color...

• some work outfits..., I finally need this for my 4 years employers who always provide a-bit-weird-on-color classic uniform for us, finally decided not to make any this year to minimize cost.. not sure this was a good or bad news....hhhmmmm

• Boots... aaahh... I love boots...boots is always on my list, but even though I'm so much in love with it haven't got any... lets keep them in the store and on my list until I figure out where to wear that....coz I'm not really a natty person...

• A new sport shoes, because my old one is barely feasible to use.... well, my friends and me had a late resolution for this year (better than not).... to loose some weight and start on our workouts....but not so seriously taken... excuses excuses excuses... oh what the h*ll....I still need it... 

• This last on the list is what i've been dreaming for these past view months... but also being arguing with my hubby on which on the above is going to go down... so much in love with both, but the thing is the SLR are quite pricey... which I'm not so happy about... aargghh... its a tough decision.... we'll see which one ended up on our shopping bag... will post an update...

 

..ObLivioUs...

One of the series around 80's-90's that I remember because of the ridiculous hair ... haha thats what I think back then... and still... Not trying to cheapen the movie, I like this movie too (but not one of my favorite).. Just cant stand the hair..
So, today I found this picture while blog browsing... And just realize now... that not only the hair is ridiculous ... the.. hmm..whatever you want to call it, I prefer body shape, is also ultra- goofy...

I've grown and I see things differently, this outfit makes me laugh when I see it the first time again ... I just cant take my eyes from the hip..
okay.. so they are an alienated human, but whats with the lines on their hip?.. is it a detachable costumes... and for Wilykit and Wilikat... please..., cud somebody put some clothes on them... If I had a 4 or 5 year old, I probably wouldn't let them to watch this movie.. cant stand if they try to imitate them.. LOL..
But, when I try to google the image.. this is what I found

Yaayy... the whole family heroes with clothes...
but they're not originally comes in clothes right?... they look like the first picture when they come right? I forgot... how come... goodness gracious!!

I think I need to take one of these... for my memory enhancer... gosh I'm getting O L D... a bit shame to say that...

cHeRisH

Not at my best point of life, am struggling with a lot of things right now...
Be thankful and grateful somehow makes me feel better


Thank YOU God for...

1. my 2 healthy daughter, they always brighten up my cloudy days

2. me lovely hubby that keep on hangin' there.. I know its tough baby but we'll be just fine..

3. my brothers... for the music and the doodles... always makes me smile..

4. Dad.. for keeping him self healthy.. I still need you :)

5. Mom.. cherished her in every way I guess..

6. my job, have to admit there is bittersweet form of cherishing here.. lol

7. my friends.. the refugee camp

8. my big family for the love and support

Wew... quite a lot to be thankful...