Weeping.. Just Can't Stop Weeping...

I never leave my girls ever before, so this is the first time... I just can't let go of the face..

So, like i've been buzzing around all the past week that I'm going to be on training in Singapore for 5 days... and like you all know (if you been reading) that I'm so excited...

Well, my second day here isn't started yet and all I can think about is going home... I'm home sick!! I can't sleep!!

Leaving my 2 babies behind really does sucks... It had me weeping all the way trough boarding, imigration and even on plane...I just can't get over those sad face... oh well... here we go again...

okay tears...not now!!!

(Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling just turned on, its my alarm)

At least it cheer me up... a little!!

Go out and smash it, like oh may God

Jump of that sofa, lets get get off!!

Suddenly I remembered the Oprah 24 Season Kick Of Party Mob Dance... it made me smile... its soo cool isn't it!!

Anyway, so far Singapore is almost like Jakarta, only the trafic jam is lighter... will post about that later..

one more thing...

Gorgeous F leave me a surprise note on my case... I found it when I arrived at the hotel and preparing my clothes for 1st day training....

Translation :

Mom, you be good in Singapore...

Me and Cute Z would like to remind you to keep your prayers so that you'll be okay...

I pray so that you could work with happy feeling...

Regards from F and Z

I Love you Mom...

That is the sweetest thing... okay... I gotta go weep again....

It going to be the longest 5 days in my life... *big sigh*

Such a sloppy ditch momma....

Between Birthdays, Parties, Training, Excitement and Guilt

Its Friday and I got a lot of things on my mind...

This is going to be a busy weekend,,, tomorrow I will have some shopping and bday cake hunting to do for F birthday is on Monday and she wants to celebrate it with her friends at school,,, 

Sunday is another day, my brother is going to be baptized so its a morning service ended up with family gathering all day long... 

Monday is the birthday bash...getting in all the fun and a lot of presents...

Next week I'm going to be busy preparing all the docs I need for the training,,, hey,,, haven't told you about the training, okay, so me and my colleague P is going to Singapore in mid of June for a 3 day training,,, but my boss said that we're able to spend the rest of  the weekend there,,, a blast?? nah!!,, for that I'm going to miss my hubby birthday,,,,a struggle, been given a chance to put a step in another country and for FREE is definitely a gift, but missing his birthday is sucks,,, I'm tortured between the excitement of going abroad and the guilt of missing his important day,,,asking for other day arrangement for the training is impossible,,, I'm happy and pissed at the same time,,,

Jai Ho!!!!!!!

I love this song... first heard it while watching Slumdog Millionaire...

and today I ran into this song again, I heard it at the office, someone make it a cellphone ringtones... which remind me to googled the real meaning of Jai Ho that I've been planning to do BUT always forgot... 

So, I googled it, some of my friends told me that the meaning was Destiny, but according to Mr.Wiki it was "may victory be yours" or "victory/triumph to thee".....so its uplifting just like the song beat that can make you move your feet...

Like I've been telling you about my face pealing series... owkay.. this week I'm getting better... did I mention that I look horrible last week I even wear a face mask... here's a picture of me last week

I'm recovering my soul right now... hahaha... trust me I didn't take this lightly, it was quite very  stressful week... and on this 2nd week, my neck still hurts, every morning I found another new scar because I scratch it while sleeping.....but its getting better..... and yesterday morning getting ready for work, I look my self in the mirror and decided not to wear mask, I'm gaining my confidence... I decided to supported my decision and accept my condition right now.. c'mon.. it wont be long... and if anyone ever stare at me because of how I look... I'm going to ignored them...
I am getting better and better and better every day...

JAI HO!!!

whats had been going on...

Lots had been going on over the past week... and without pictures.. thats why I'm just gonna have to tell you about it...

I've got my self into a series of face peeling.... arrghh it was one of a the longest and worst week of my life...
one day my boss came to me and said
boss : hey, i've wanted to asked you... whats with the face? is it unpurpose or you wilingly get your self into it?
me : I got my self into it boss.... *sigh*
what can I say... beauty needs sacrifice.... but when it went along I dreaded that sentences

last thursday we went to a circus.... yaayy...(still with an awfull look bcoz of the peeling) but we had a great time... especially the kids...

and on the same day I finally bought my self a pair of flat shoes, a cute one too... right in time to pull me out of my almost desperate soul....

And a friend of mine got married... very happy for them and hope they wud have a blessed one...

Today a week ago, I look like I was burned out of something but today I almost look normal, a little red but almost normal...

Have a blast coming week everyone..

..ObLivioUs...

One of the series around 80's-90's that I remember because of the ridiculous hair ... haha thats what I think back then... and still... Not trying to cheapen the movie, I like this movie too (but not one of my favorite).. Just cant stand the hair..
So, today I found this picture while blog browsing... And just realize now... that not only the hair is ridiculous ... the.. hmm..whatever you want to call it, I prefer body shape, is also ultra- goofy...

I've grown and I see things differently, this outfit makes me laugh when I see it the first time again ... I just cant take my eyes from the hip..
okay.. so they are an alienated human, but whats with the lines on their hip?.. is it a detachable costumes... and for Wilykit and Wilikat... please..., cud somebody put some clothes on them... If I had a 4 or 5 year old, I probably wouldn't let them to watch this movie.. cant stand if they try to imitate them.. LOL..
But, when I try to google the image.. this is what I found

Yaayy... the whole family heroes with clothes...
but they're not originally comes in clothes right?... they look like the first picture when they come right? I forgot... how come... goodness gracious!!

I think I need to take one of these... for my memory enhancer... gosh I'm getting O L D... a bit shame to say that...