Woosaaaah.....

I need to take a deep breath....
I hate neglecting my blog and I hate writing down bad news...
But that all there is now...

hhmm... dunno where shud I start...
Hubs is exposed to dengue fever outbreak, so I've been spending my entire last week in hospital, but he's out now and he's getting better...
at time like this, I try not to focus on the bad, and need to think more positive and be gratefull...
So, I'm thinking of my "thank you" list now... it always works..

Thank God for my hubs is finally home now and getting better...

I'm thankful for my 2 kiddos, the light of my day...

Thankful for those beautiful, blast and happy days..

Thankful for the neighbor at the hospital that always makes me and my hubs laugh... seriously funny people...

Thankful for i've been given the chance to "enjoy" the hard times... and all the love and prayers from family and friends..

Thankful for the beautiful weather today...

Thankful for my job...

Thankful 'coz now I could blog again...

I even thankful for the new salon that would only takes me 5 minutes walking from home... finaly a me-time-place not far from home...

Realize that theres so many to be thankful for...

what's yours??

xoxo

Today.. a year a go...

Today a year a go, Gorgeous F is hospitalized because of dengue fever...
She refuses to take picture and look at the camera because she think she look awful...

Flashing back, all I remember was how cooperative she was.. she didn't cry even just a bit. Its her first time ever. Only a bit scared when the doctor comes in and take blood example from her arm every morning, but she always try not to cry... she's so brave...

She stays in for 5 days and when the doctor said that the platelet on her blood is already in normal range she could go home...

This picture is taken about 2 or 3 weeks a go, this is how she wants to take a picture... all dressed up, smiling and in style...

... time does fly fast...

xoxo

Thursday FIVE - Mi Primera Vez

Okay... this is what I called 'back to updating my blog'... after 1 week neglected, in less than 2 hour I do 2 post... 1 is about my trip to Singapore and 1 is for the Thursday 5 hosted by Keely@Mannland5... check it out and join the fun...

Just write down the things that makes you

Happy

Delighted

Grateful

Totally Stoked

or

Thankful

Here's mine : 

1.) Coming back from the trip last week and finally meet my 2 darling angels again...

2.) My big 'ole family is planning a vacation this weekend... we are planning to visit one of my uncle's  place out of town...believe me, its rarely happen because its so hard to gather them if not for Christmas and New Year.... it must be FUN...

3.) I'm grateful for today weather...coz its remind me a lot of Christmas... I really love Christmas and miss that time all year through...

4.) My new assignment... well its a bitter sweet form because in other way to say its only an additional job to be done (not additional salary though... *sigh*) , but quite excited for its a whole new experience for me...

5.) Thank GOD, because its my Mothers Birthday.... already talk to her over the phone...will probably go the her place tonight... Happy Birthday Mom... Luv U....

So.. thats that!

xoxo

I'm BACK!!

Is drizzling this morning in Jakarta, temperature is quite low but the humidity still off the hook...
not very good weather, but the drizzle remind me of Christmas morning weather... I suddenly miss Christmas....

Back from the training, the pile of delayed job is waiting at my desk and new job is also waiting...its a good trip pay in front...
Finally met my 2 angels..they all wait for me at the airport.. such a relief... give them a big hug and kisses... actually I'm the one who needed that badly... the "whats in the bag" and "what do you bring for me, mommy" question is heard right after we get in the car... lol...

I've been neglecting this blog since last week, feel like a month already...
Will start to update it again..

For now, this is some of the picture taken in SIN

In front of the famous Merlion...the trade mark of Singapore

 The girls @ Wallenius Wilhelmsen Logistics.

And the ultimate sin of all.. going to Universal Studio without the kiddos

Trust me... even though I look happy in the pic.. its really not reflecting whats on the inside... I hate going there without the kiddos... they're okay with that.. but you all mommy knows the feeling...
 
I hate not bringing my own camera... I really don't like depending on others...
But, above all the tiresome and bad feeling leaving the kids behind, I thank God and feel blessed for the chance of experiencing all that...and it gives me determination of coming back there with my family and feel the full happiness....

xoxoxoxo

cHeRisH

Not at my best point of life, am struggling with a lot of things right now...
Be thankful and grateful somehow makes me feel better


Thank YOU God for...

1. my 2 healthy daughter, they always brighten up my cloudy days

2. me lovely hubby that keep on hangin' there.. I know its tough baby but we'll be just fine..

3. my brothers... for the music and the doodles... always makes me smile..

4. Dad.. for keeping him self healthy.. I still need you :)

5. Mom.. cherished her in every way I guess..

6. my job, have to admit there is bittersweet form of cherishing here.. lol

7. my friends.. the refugee camp

8. my big family for the love and support

Wew... quite a lot to be thankful...