Between Birthdays, Parties, Training, Excitement and Guilt

Its Friday and I got a lot of things on my mind...

This is going to be a busy weekend,,, tomorrow I will have some shopping and bday cake hunting to do for F birthday is on Monday and she wants to celebrate it with her friends at school,,, 

Sunday is another day, my brother is going to be baptized so its a morning service ended up with family gathering all day long... 

Monday is the birthday bash...getting in all the fun and a lot of presents...

Next week I'm going to be busy preparing all the docs I need for the training,,, hey,,, haven't told you about the training, okay, so me and my colleague P is going to Singapore in mid of June for a 3 day training,,, but my boss said that we're able to spend the rest of  the weekend there,,, a blast?? nah!!,, for that I'm going to miss my hubby birthday,,,,a struggle, been given a chance to put a step in another country and for FREE is definitely a gift, but missing his birthday is sucks,,, I'm tortured between the excitement of going abroad and the guilt of missing his important day,,,asking for other day arrangement for the training is impossible,,, I'm happy and pissed at the same time,,,

ugLy Bad LousY Dream!!

Haven't blog for a week... coming back to tell how this week is so different... I'm having three-in-a-row bad dreams... I dunno whats get in to me...well probably for the hard thinking I've been having the last view weeks...

but from all 3 bad dreams, the one that sticks is the last one.. the story almost like what happens in Final Destination only a bit different...

So, when it started I was suddenly in the middle of a Funeral of a friend (I prefer not to mention names here) and I came along with my other 3 friend. And whats freak about it is that the three of us could see the spirit of my dead friend and He/She was mad at us (I cant make, you know dreams sometime blur)... and throwing a balls of fire at us that sounds like a bomb... strange is that nobody else sees this..

The freak doesn't ended there... I wish a was awoke there but it continued... One by one my fellows who can saw the spirit died...until the last one.. I wake up... I didn't get to die yet... get relief.. nah ah...this is the part that makes me soooo freak out...

When you dream of someone you know is dead it means that the person is going to live long...that is what people here use to say... I dont know where that idea comes from, but that is what I heard since I was little... So, having my friends dead means that they will live long....

But I didn't get to died....... OMG!!! I really hated that dream and prefer not to believe in it... that is SO NOT TRUE... right???!!!